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Mure q\u00eb bien, mure q\u00eb ngrihen<\/p>\n
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N\u00eb net\u00ebt e pafundme t\u00eb vetmis\u00eb zgjodha k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebrkur\u00eb pa h\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb flas.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb jam un\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb, q\u00eb ngrihem n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes pa motiv e bie n\u00eb dark\u00eb me iluzione motivesh. Gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs jam po un\u00eb. Po, ajo q\u00eb po mendon dhe ti.<\/p>\n
Endem rrug\u00ebve si e humbur n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet ku njer\u00ebzit g\u00eblojn\u00eb si blet\u00ebt n\u00eb zgjua. Asgj\u00eb nuk ngjan me mua, asgj\u00eb ve\u00e7 sh\u00ebmb\u00ebllimit n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb ku mundohem t\u00eb kuptoj veten. E varf\u00ebr nuk jam, edhe pse n\u00eb syt\u00eb e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve ngjaj e till\u00eb. Njeri i thjesht\u00eb si miliona n\u00eb bot\u00eb, pa u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb bie n\u00eb sy. Asgj\u00eb nuk ngjan me mua ve\u00e7 sh\u00ebmb\u00ebllimit n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb. Jeta, zhvillimi, vdekja t\u00eb nj\u00ebjta p\u00ebr mua, t\u00eb pafryma, t\u00eb pajeta, t\u00eb zvarritura n\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e qytetit tim. Asgj\u00eb nuk ngjan me mua ve\u00e7 sh\u00ebmb\u00ebllimit n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb, ku mundohem t\u00eb kuptoj veten e ku s\u2019kuptoj asgj\u00eb ve\u00e7se e varf\u00ebr nuk jam…<\/p>\n
E lodhur n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn time m\u00eb se t\u00eb zakonshme, sonte po p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb futem thell\u00eb n\u00eb vorbull\u00ebn e mendimeve t\u00eb mia. Sikur edhe heshtja t\u00eb flas\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e saj, imagjino sa fjal\u00eb t\u00eb reja do t\u2019i shtoheshin fjalorit t\u00eb bot\u00ebs… Bie e ngrihem n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pakontrolluar. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb\u00a0 m\u00eb ngjan vetja me muret e Rozaf\u00ebs. Kur un\u00eb mendoj se do ia dal, po at\u00ebher\u00eb, sikur p\u00ebr inat t\u00eb shembet gjith\u00e7ka para syve. Ti nuk je e aft\u00eb p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk jam e aft\u00eb p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb…<\/p>\n
Nuk do doja t\u00eb mbaronte kjo nat\u00eb. Do doja t\u00eb mos vinte m\u00eb e nes\u00ebrmja, t\u00eb mos ekzistonte e shkuara. M\u00eb ka rrokullisur jeta, m\u00eb ka lodhur\u00a0 e kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo \u00e7ka dua v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Sikur t\u00eb mund ta ndaloja koh\u00ebn. Nuk dua as edhe dy l\u00ebvizje akrepi me tep\u00ebr 00:31, n\u00eb 9 qershor 2016 do jetoja gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn. Por Zoti nuk b\u00ebn kompromise me njer\u00ebzit. Aq m\u00eb pak me nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb vog\u00ebl si un\u00eb. Kam p\u00ebrball\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn. \u00cbsht\u00eb von\u00eb dhe morali im e ndalon t\u00eb shoq\u00ebrohem nat\u00ebn\u00a0 me t\u00eb panjohur. Por kjo h\u00ebna \u00ebsht\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme.<\/p>\n
E paftuar bie n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn time si p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur qet\u00ebsi a ngush\u00ebllim, s\u2019e b\u00ebj dot dallimin. Un\u00eb e ajo ngjasojm\u00eb tej mase. \u00cbsht\u00eb e mbushur plot nj\u00eblloj me shpirtin tim t\u00eb mbuluar nga lodhja. E kuptoj q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e trazuar si llava n\u00eb brend\u00ebsin\u00eb time, por nuk ia di problemin. Nes\u00ebr nuk do jet\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta. Do jet\u00eb bosh. S\u00ebrish si un\u00eb. Ironike. E gjeta nj\u00eb mike n\u00eb univers. H\u00ebna transformohet, ndoshta p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sy. Mua nuk ma hedh dot. Un\u00eb jam ajo. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb un\u00eb. Nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb p\u00ebrp\u00eblitet n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. Bie e ngrihet nj\u00eblloj si un\u00eb. Rrug\u00ebs po kuptoj q\u00eb paskemi nj\u00eb ndryshim. Un\u00eb kam shtrat tok\u00ebn, h\u00ebna qiellin. T\u00eb dyja ndajm\u00eb shtret\u00ebr t\u00eb trazuar. Por ky i imi tronditet m\u00eb fort. L\u00ebkundet m\u00eb eg\u00ebr. Hakmerret m\u00eb ashp\u00ebr. Biem e ngrihemi n\u00eb destinacione t\u00eb ndryshme, por me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin entuziaz\u00ebm, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim.<\/p>\n
Kam shkarravitur shum\u00eb koh\u00ebt e fundit n\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjen time. Aq shum\u00eb sa nuk kam m\u00eb fuqi t\u00eb vendos as nj\u00eb pik\u00eb t\u00eb fundit n\u00eb t\u00eb, ndryshe do fundosem. Kam dy veta mbi supe. Nj\u00eb q\u00eb ngrihet e nj\u00eb q\u00eb bie si mur i pagatuar mir\u00eb. Kam menduar se t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn un\u00eb pa p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb at\u00eb tjetr\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb r\u00ebndon prej ca vitesh do ia dal. K\u00ebsaj i thon\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb vijn\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb paftuar e t\u00eb t\u00eb marrin fronin. Kam shkruar disa her\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, \u201cun\u00eb\u201d, q\u00eb m\u00eb bren e del mbi mua n\u00eb \u00e7do 2 minuta jet\u00eb. Sikur t\u2019i jem dor\u00ebzuar. Sikur un\u00eb e mbarova misionin tim mbi tok\u00eb q\u00eb, n\u00eb fakt, akoma nuk e kam nisur. Sikur Zoti ma dha jet\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta falur. Po zbardh dhe un\u00eb akoma nuk i kam dh\u00ebn\u00eb dum vetes. Vazhdoj, bie e ngrihem sa her\u00eb duan ato q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk komandoj dot. Po bie shi n\u00eb tok\u00ebn m\u00ebm\u00eb, q\u00eb m\u00eb urdh\u00ebron t\u2019i b\u00ebj hapat e ngadalt\u00eb n\u00eb shenj\u00eb triumfi. E ka kuptuar q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb her\u00eb m\u00eb e fort\u00eb se un\u00eb. E ka kuptuar q\u00eb nj\u00eb pik\u00eb shiu nga pasuria e saj natyrore shp\u00ebrlan e zhduk qen\u00ebsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb vak\u00ebt si un\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Ekzistojn\u00eb kat\u00ebr akte n\u00eb bot\u00ebkuptimin telenovelian t\u00eb jet\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore. M\u2019u desh koh\u00eb ta kuptoja, por e kuptova drejt.<\/p>\n
Akti i jet\u00ebs. Nj\u00eb akt pa jet\u00eb. Si ushtar i p\u00ebrkryer i nj\u00eb batalioni jofunksional.<\/p>\n
Akti i pendes\u00ebs, kur vetja njeh veten e k\u00ebrkon falje n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb saj.<\/p>\n
Akti i nd\u00ebshkimit, ku s\u2019do t\u2019ia dij\u00eb njeri p\u00ebr ty. Ti merr at\u00eb q\u00eb meriton a nuk meriton n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb rrethanave n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhen t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<\/p>\n
Akti i vdekjes.<\/p>\n
Fundja pse t\u00eb kesh frik\u00eb nga tri aktet e para kur e njeh dhe e di mir\u00eb fundin?<\/p>\n
K\u00ebt\u00eb s\u2019kuptoj nga vetja… Dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb s\u2019kuptoj nga bota…<\/p>\n
Bie e ngrihem si mur i pagatuar mir\u00eb…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Mure q\u00eb bien, mure q\u00eb ngrihen N\u00eb net\u00ebt e pafundme t\u00eb vetmis\u00eb zgjodha k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebrkur\u00eb pa h\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb flas. Un\u00eb jam un\u00eb. Un\u00eb, q\u00eb ngrihem n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes pa motiv e bie n\u00eb dark\u00eb me iluzione motivesh. Gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs jam po un\u00eb. Po, ajo q\u00eb po mendon dhe ti. Endem rrug\u00ebve si […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1172,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[46],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n